i learned how it felt to lose you since we first met

I was sooooooooooo stupid !!!!!

Plan 1 :

Pada awal minggu, mengirim email ke sebuah perusahaan untuk wawancara Jumat 2 Nov, lalu bisa datang ke tribut morisey 4 Nov. Udah janji ke banyak orang bakal dateng. Wyta dateng, so it must’ve been perfect. Gw bisa bareng nebeng dia. Even better, kedua ortu gw lagi ke Jawa, bahkan mungkin gw bisa menghabiskan malam di Bulungan dan nginep di rumah Wyta *padahal Wyta blum ngebolehin

THE STUPID WAS :

Pada awal minggu, gw gak tau wekend ini adalah the big day 4 Nov !! I thought 4 Nov is just like 4 freakin DECEMBER!! Masih jauuuh lah pokoknya, but something was tickling my nerve. Dan gw terus menundaaa mengirim email sampai hari Jumat, gw baru mengajukan permohonan wawancara perusahaan itu untuk Jumat minggu depannya, 9 Nov. Tiba-tiba temen gw nanya, “Ran, lo besok ke ER gak?” BANG !!! so it’s tomorrow,

tnkyu

stupid


but instead, I got quite fun Plan 2 :

3 Nov Saturday night, I went down to watch some Finland cheezy romance movie with someone very funny and smelling so good (it only appears that I am the one not cute at all, trust me). Wrong movie. STUPID double booking (why I always do that??) involving a freshman called bitch. Cut this swinger thing off, I’ma goddarn monogameous!

4 Nov tired of waiting, I couldn’t stand the ache. I went back there, watching a Luxembourg (hey, I thought it’a a city in Netherlands) children movie. There, I met Dennis. I forgot how thin he is, hihi. We talked about exactly this wekend stupidity. And then I had dinner with my old friends. Mereka bilang emang gw takdirnya makan bareng mereka malam itu. And that is sweet :)